Twilight

Some of you may be thinking that this is going to be a really boring post about the book Twilight. Well it's not... well at least i hope not. Most of my friends are really addicted to the series. I think it's really funny that i cannot get into the book no matter how much i try. I honestly think that the book is really boring. Well from what I've read so far. Everyone keeps telling me to go on and read the book and it'll get better, but i don't think that it will. Maybe i'm wrong, or maybe i'm right. I just don't know whether or not i'm going to enjoy it. Where as my friends have probably read the books at least 3 or 4 times each. And i can't even seem to turn to the next page. All though i do want to watch the movie because some of the guys in there are pretty dang hot!!!

The Mighty Ducks

This has been such an amazing summer for me. I love the fact that someone showed me that school isn't always boring. I never in a million years would ever think that i would have fun stuck in college for most of my summer vacation. But I'm really glad that I did it, or else i wouldn't have ever been able to meet such amazing people. Sure there were a couple of breakouts here and there but the fact that we all became really close with one another it didn't really matter.

Speaking about Upward Bound. I was really lucky to get stuck with the team that i did. The Mighty Ducks as we are called are made up of me, my roommates, Gladys, Stefanie, and Maria. And of course we also had Mockie, DD, and Stephanie. We also had our buddy Erin, but she had to leave and we miss her every single day that were here.

Luck also came to me in the form of meeting other people and getting really close to my team leader Cassie. The first time i saw her, i never really thought that she would have turned out to be the way she is. She's freaking amazing and I LOVE HER!! Even if sometimes it doesn't show. :) I really hope that i get the same team next year because if it weren't for them, I would probably be really loss. They helped me get through a lot of stuff while I was here and i shared stuff with them that I usually wouldn't share with other people. Not even my parents. I trust them and I love them with all my heart. I'm going to miss them so much when were gone. Upward Bound Summer 2009 was the best summer that I've had in a long time and i don't think that i could ever ask for better team mates, a better team leader, or even the whole program over all.

Freakish

So i was reading this really shall i say " different" blog. This blog is very interesting. There really isn't much writing on here but her pictures say it all. This girl is one of the weirdest people i've ever seen on the internet. But i think that's so cool that she likes to let people know who she really is. I wonder if she's a nature person because all of her pictures happen to be outside. And i wonder if she has anything that you know... isn't clicking in her "mixed" up world? She is about the most interesting people that i probably have on my blog list. But then again she isn't the first person that i've seen that dresses like that. I actually have friends that dress like that but it's just them expressing themselves. Freakish girl is a girl that isn't afraid to let people know who she really is.

Just a Normal Person.

One of the biggest things that i worry about these days is the fact that anything could happen to me at any time. Not to many people know that in my 5th grade year on February 14 I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes. It's not something that i like to really talk about but everynow and then i will talk about it.. Just to let things off my chest. Luckily for me i got the better of the diabetes. I knew when i was little that i would probably end up getting it. Because i remember my mom telling me that diabetes skips a generation and since my mom didn't get it... well, i did. I really don't mind it. You know i do have to watch what i eat and i do take medication and i have to check my blood sugar everyday. Sometimes it slips my mind to do those things but i really wish i could get into a good habit in doing that. Diabetes is really big in my family. My grandma's from both sides of the family have it, so i have people who i can go to that have gone through it. Even though i did lose one of my grandma's to diabetes about 5 years ago. R.I.P. Grandma Thomasa. But all in all i'm really glad that my diabetes hasn't gotten in the way of going after my dreams. I just hope that whoever reads this won't think differently about me. I'm just a normal girl with dreams but I have an extra little "gift" that God gave me.

Sissy's Song

NO MORE!!!

There a lot of issues in the world today, but personally i think that one of the biggest issues out there today is abortion. Abortion is pretty much another word for death. I don't think that it's right to kill a baby just because the mom doesn't want the child. If the "mom" as if thats what she wants to be called, doesn't want the child in the first place, then maybe she shouldn't have gone out and gotten pregnant in the first place. I'm definitely against abortion and i think that it should be banned for good. People shouldn't get the option of whether they want to kill the baby or not. If this happens do something less drastic like go through the pregnancy and then give up the baby to someone who lets say can never have children. It's a way better alternative to abortion.

I Tried So Hard!!

I wish...

I could only imagine a place of happiness and joy. I know that I've found it here where i stand today. I pray each and every day for the people that pray for me. I just wish the world had no more drama and all would be OK. I love the people that god has blessed me with but sometimes I think to myself, Is this it? Am i going to not continue to look for my true friends? Because each and every day is different and i know nothing stays the same. I just hope and pray that things will change someday. I have good friends from when I was younger, it's just that I hope that it will not end here... at least just not today.

"Unseen Friend" written by Iceman

Although you are a friend of mine
and letters we exchange,
I wouldn't know you on the street,
and doesn't that seem strange?

You hold a place within my life,
unusual and unique;
We share ideals and special dreams,
and still, we do not speak.

I picture what I think you are,
perhaps you picture me.
An intriguing game for both of us
for someone we can't see.

So for this friendship we possess,
we owe this mail a debt,
Perhaps the charm lies in the fact
that we have never met.

This song makes me sad.

I wonder...

One of the things that i love to talk about and to let people know about are the fact about diabetes. I have so many people in my family that have diabetes. And i don't like it when people always assume different things about it. One time i heard a person say that people with diabetes were people who were sick people who didn't need to be treated because it was just a waste of money to help them. I became so angry with them and i yelled at them. I told them that they had no right to say anything because they have no idea what people like this go through each and every day. I lost my great grandma to diabetes about 5 years ago.And i never want to see that happen again. People just need to learn that not everyone is perfect and that there are people with certain issues but guess what... That's just who they are.

Love of Alan Jackson!

Any of you guys interested in music? Of course you do!!! Anyways i'm sure all of you have heard of rhapsody where you can find amazing music! I love listening to music like crazy and i think it's so much fun to learn new things about new bands and new albums that have just came out. One of the greatest artists out there is probably Alan Jackson. Even though he's a little before my time, well i should say way late but anyways... I love his music because i love the meanings behind his music. My dad really got me into his music and i'm so glad he did!!

Hola!!!

Tomorrow's Friday Baby!!!!
Too bad i can't go home till Sunday anyways.. :( i know it's sad
anyways other than my somewhat sad life... I'm bored and people are trying to kill ladybug.. Poor little ladybug... never had a chance. [=

Randomness

You know what... I love being random!! One of my favorite sayings is that usually when i try being normal, i usually get bored so i go back to being myself!! (or) I'm not random... I'm just OMG!!... a fishey!!!

Hey there!

Ok.. i love being a fun loving person but personally i think it sucks when people pretend to be your friends just to get to another person and it's just a horrible friendship let me tell you!! But hey what can you do other than just let it be and go on with your true friends.

Today is such a weird day!!! It's only the 3rd day of Upward Bound and i'm already ready to go home. I know... its sad. :( I'm so excited though for sports night tonight and for once were not actually stuck inside of the building doing actual work!!! YAY!!!